Day Four
Let em fight.
That’s the thought that ran through my head as I sat down to work on this post. Silly I know, but I’ve hit that odd wall of exhausted from work, stressed out from Camarilla issues I’m trying to catch up on, distracted by the story I’m longing to write, worried about Vesper (my Dear Hearts cat), missing my Dear Heart, and the big one – going cold turkey on sex. Now I know that last one doesn’t sound like much to most of you, but currently for me it feels like my blood cells are becoming barbed and tearing through my system and the only thing that will sooth their ferocity is taste of supple flesh upon my lips, my teeth tracing along the skin barely holding back the urge to bite down and draw blood, the hands gripping firmly against the body pressed against me, moist, warm, intoxicating….
Okay, so you see where my heads at. But that’s the problem, this isn’t where my heads at. My heads thinking about the girl I love deeply. It’s my fraking hormones that can’t get their act together. Or possible they have, and they just came to the decision that I am the enemy and have declared war on the rest of my body. Traitorous biology. (note, I’ve got to totally write something with the title Traitorous biology). But alas, I’m doing what I do all too well, I’m burying myself in my work. Or in this case, the Camarilla paperwork I’m dreadfully behind on and on a few plots that I’ve been contemplating on experimenting with. So much to play with in my life, and so little time to get any of it done. I’ve really got to learn how Gluke get’s so much done (man is seriously the king of time efficiency and productivity)
But it is my Friday, and I am going to enjoy it as much as possible. I got to speak with my Dear Heart last night, she’s currently in Paris, but will be leaving today so hopefully all went well for her. ^_^ I’ve never know someone who had the effect on me that she seems to without even trying. I actually was looking at my work schedule today, daydreaming about traveling to the UK to visit her for a few days in between my blocks of shifts. Totally unrealistic, I know, but still a nice thought to carry my through the day.
Holy crap, that was awesome. I’m sitting in Cafe Fantastico writing this and all of a sudden this police car get’s it’s light a flashing and siren going and pulls a hard u-turn in the middle of the intersection. Now what no one else seemed to notice (except the police officers) was the large fire that had spontaneously started at the back of Fairways market. From what I could see, it looked like a bunch of sleeping bags and cardboard has started on fire and had carried on to burn the ground and part of the building beside them. The two officers were out of the car, and grabbed the fire extinguisher from the back of the car in a what seemed like seconds. These two had their act together and that fire stood no chance. It still took a few minutes of pulling the flaming debris apart and spraying it down, but the fire was quickly extinguished. Oh, and here’s the Fire Department, a little late, but always appreciated. I can’t tell if it was just the heat that started the fire, or maybe a stray cigarette, but no matter what that was both worrisome and terribly impressive. The police take a lot of flack but they do a great job with what they have and I’m really glad to have them out there looking out for us.


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